Max went out into the garden last night, then settled down for the night.
At 6am I got up to let Wilma and Bess out, Max was lying in the same place.
At 7.30 I got up when Jon had gone to work.
Max was in the same place..he refused his chicken.
He had had enough.
I phoned Jon and we knew it was right to phone the vet.
The vet was out on the Moors, out of range but would come to us for 10.30.
max moved to the hall and lay down.
I sat with him and talked to him.
I picked up a poetry book, "A Poem a Day"
I came across this...
Prospice
by Robert Browning.
Fear death?--to feel the fog in my throat,
The mist in my face,
When the snows begin, and the blasts denote
I am nearing the place,
The power of the night, the press of the storm,
The post of the foe;
Where he stands, the Arch Fear in a visible form;
Yet the strong man must go:
For the journey is done and the summit attained,
And the barriers fall,
Though a battle's to fight ere the guerdon be gained,
The reward of it all.
I was ever a fighter, so--one fight more,
The best and the last!
I would hate that Death bandaged my eyes, and forbore,
And made me creep past.
No! let me taste the whole of it, fare like my peers,
The heroes of old,
Bear the brunt, in a minute pay glad life's arrears
Of pain, darkness and cold.
For sudden the worst turns the best to the brave.
The black minute's at end,
And the elements' rage, the fiend voices that rave,
Shall dwindle, shall blend,
Shall change, shall become first a peace out of pain.
Then a light, then thy breast,
O thou soul of my soul! I shall clasp thee again,
And with God be the rest!
I sat with Max and read the poem with him.
The vet arrived and helped Max get ready for bed.
I have the photographs and the fantastic memories.
He was a loved dog, I am so happy he had such a happy life!
Rest in Peace? No Max, run along the lanes and swim in the seas!

18 comments:
You will both be in my thoughts all day..xx
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
Author unknown...
So sorry about Max. This is too sad! Just think of Rainbow Bridge.
Hugs to you Denise - you did right by him all his life and at the end. I'll raise a glass to Max tonight.
Lizzie
xx
He was a lovely pup, who has left you with lots of memories and photos. I hope you can think of them soon without feeling too sad.
Just logged on here and saw this post and I am sending my love and hugs to you.
After a wonderful life - the best thing you can do to show your love is to go, help someone go to painless sleep - which is just what you did.
You where very honoured to own him, he was very honoured to be loved and cared for by you. My thoughts are with you.
Love and hugs
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Thank you so much everybody.
Strangely enough Sheila somebody posted this for me in one of the forums I use(INEBG)
WHY ARE YOU CRYING ?
Why are you crying,
I am not there.
Look not for me by the favorite chair,
I am not there.
See me not at the bed's foot,
nor at the door's step,
I am not there.
Do not look to the earth's cold hand,
it could not hold me,
I am not there.
Look to the midnight star, a comet's flash,
racing shadows in the field, sun lights
dance on water's edge.
Hear me, the rustle of the grass,
pine bough sigh, the beat of bird's wings,
the rain's quiet tattoo.
Feel me in your heart, for it is there I cannot leave.
Wait for my loving kiss, my paw's soft touch
at Rainbow Bridge.
I will meet you there, and we shall dance again,
together.
Author unknown
Aww that is so sad. I wish had a dog like him he seemed adorable, you were lucky to have him and he was lucky to have you.
Best Wishes
Tori
xxx
P.S You can use my poem if you wish :)
How blessed you were to have had such a divine dog in your life...how lucky he was to be loved and cared for up to the summit of his journey.
Your poem is glorious-I feel a deep sadness for you today Mrs.Nes-losing a family member is all too hard.
I like Rainbow Bridge too, it seems like such a beautiful place.
xoxo
Thinking of you and sending love.
I've just come across your sad news on the INEBG forum Denise. I am so sorry to hear that Max is no longer with you, and just want to say I'm thinking of you. (((BIG HUGS))) Jennie (Bovey Belle).
Thank you all, so very very much.
Jennie, you were lucky enough to meet Max and I am so glad. Others of you got to know Max through my adventures and daily exploits.
I have been crying today because I miss him...
Thank you all!
May God Bless you all, lovely people.
I'm very sory about MAX, and so short before Christmas. We also had an German Sheperd for 12 Years.
sigrun
Thank you so very very much, all of you.
I am very sorry D.
Becki x
I'm so sorry, Denise. I had to let go of my beautiful cat, Sprite, this past spring. He was 17. I hope the memories you have of Max will fill all the sad, empty spaces that are in your heart right now. He is at peace, young, vigorous, and chasing butterflies....
Prayers and hugs...
Hugs to you Denise...I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Pets can become so much a part of the family and their loss is certainly felt. xoxo
Thanksxxx
I haven't logged on for a couple of days so I just learned about Max. I'm so sorry. But as others have said, you were a great Mum for Max, and you have so many wonderful memories. Sending love your way!
Jackie in ON
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